'I spent the first six months at Barca with butterflies in my stomach. I was like… f*ck, I’m doing everything all wrong - I cried at half-time thinking, "What am I doing?"': Neymar reveals difficult start to life in Spain, with Lionel Messi helping him

Barcelona winger Neymar playing at Camp Nou
Neymar lost confidence in himself

Neymar has revealed that he cried at half-time in the dressing room at an away game against Athletic Bilbao during his first season at Barcelona, with the Brazilian struggling to feel confident on the pitch.

Having joined Barcelona in the summer of 2013 in a deal worth £71.5m, Neymar's high-profile move saw him choose the Blaugrana over Real Madrid. Despite his immense talent and having become the face of Brazilian football, Neymar was just 21 years old and embarking upon the unknown in Spain.

Come the start of December that year, in the 15th La Liga game of the season, Neymar had scored four goals and registered eight assists, having nailed down the left-wing spot in Tata Martino's side. That didn't stop him from feeling low, though, with team-mates Lionel Messi and Dani Alves stepping in to help him.

Neymar cried in the dressing room at half-time of a Barcelona game

BARCELONA, SPAIN - DECEMBER 11: Neymar of FC Barcelona celebrates after scoring his team's 5th goal during the UEFA Champions League, Group H match between FC Barcelona and Celtic FC at the Camp Nou Stadium on December 11, 2013 in Barcelona, Spain. (Photo by Denis Doyle/Getty Images)

Neymar's initial arrival at Barcelona didn't quite go to plan (Image credit: Getty Images)

"I spent the first 6 months at Barça with butterflies in my stomach," Neymar told Romario on the latter's new podcast. "I was like… f*ck, I can’t dribble anyone, I can’t get by anyone, I’m doing everything all wrong.

"There was a day I was so upset. It was half-time, against Athletic Bilbao, and I went into the dressing room pissed at myself. I was playing so bad. I went into the toilets crying by myself thinking, ‘What am I doing?’

DALLAS, TX - JULY 9: Brazilian forward Romario jubilates after scoring a goal against the Netherlands 09 July 1994 in Dallas during their World Cup quarterfinal soccer match. Brazil won 3-2 to advance to the semifinals. (Photo credit should read BOB DAEMMRICH/AFP via Getty Images) Barcelona Neymar

Brazil legend Romario has started a new podcast (Image credit: Getty Images)

"Then there was a knock on the door and it was Messi. He asked me, 'Why are you crying?’ and I said, ‘Nah, I’m good, I’m good.’ Then Dani Alves came in and Messi said, ‘Calm down, we’re here to help you. We want you to play your best football like you did at Santos, without any pressure. If you need anything you can count on me.’

"After that I become more confident. More excited to play and everything started to go well."

It didn't immediately go well for Neymar, however. He suffered separatae ankle and a foot injuries later on in the season, scored just five more league goals and made two more assists, with Barcelona failing to lift a trophy that term, too.

The 2014/15 season is when he truly flourished, 39 goals in 51 games helped Barcelona recover to win a La Liga, Champions League and Copa del Rey treble, forming a formidable attack alongside Messi and Luis Suarez.

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Ryan Dabbs
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Ryan is a staff writer for FourFourTwo, joining the team full-time in October 2022. He first joined Future in December 2020, working across FourFourTwo, Golf Monthly, Rugby World and Advnture's websites, before eventually earning himself a position with FourFourTwo permanently. After graduating from Cardiff University with a degree in Journalism and Communications, Ryan earned a NCTJ qualification to further develop as a writer while a Trainee News Writer at Future.