Sir Alex Ferguson feared he had lost memory and voice after brain haemorrhage
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Sir Alex Ferguson has recalled the “lonely and frightening” time he spent in hospital recovering from a brain haemorrhage when he feared he had lost his memory and his voice.
The 79-year-old Scot, who won 13 Premier League titles and two Champions League crown during a glorious reign at Manchester United, was rushed to hospital on May 5, 2018.
He admits that after the emergency surgery which ultimately saved his life, he was concerned he would not speak again, or be able to remember anything about his life up to that point.
On Saturday 5 May, the football world was rocked by the news that Sir Alex Ferguson had undergone surgery for a brain haemorrhage.— Manchester United (@ManUtd) July 26, 2018
“That was a big worry for me,” he told The Guardian.
“It happened after the operation when I lost my voice. That was the most frightening part.
“I knew I was alive but, on my own, I started thinking: ‘I wonder if they’re telling me the truth?’ The operation was a success but you’re in that loneliness. It can be frightening.”
He started to write down the names of family members and players to reassure himself that he had not lost his memory, and was asked by a speech therapist to write letters, including one to his wife Cathy.
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Jason Ferguson, who has made a documentary about his father which is released later this month, said: “He’d written to my mum, to me, my brothers and all his grandchildren. They were, basically, goodbye letters.”
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